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How I—An Atheist—Fell In Love With Jesus

Posted on 02.07.11 by a Guest Blogger
Topics: Impacting your world, Relationship with God

I was an ardent atheist, hostile and cold toward God. Evangelical Christians were at the top of my most reviled list. I did not need religion because I had a loving husband, two healthy little boys, a gorgeous house, and money in the bank. Yet I had this hole inside me, and nothing I tried—from shopping to yoga to every New Age philosophy—could fill it.

Until . . .

I started to develop a relationship with my Christian aunt. One day, she asked me to attend a church service with her, and I confessed I was an atheist. I was afraid she would no longer like me, but instead, she invited me to dinner.

I sat through dinner with my arms crossed, barraging my aunt with questions. She politely and patiently answered them and then asked if I would pray with her. Every fiber of my being did not want to, and yet I did. She simply asked the Holy Spirit to soften my heart and open my eyes to the truth.

The next day, I purchased a Bible to get to know my “enemies” better. As I began reading that Bible every day, my heart began to soften. The Word was changing me.

Three months later, on the Fourth of July—Independence Day from my old self—I invited Jesus into my life. I was born again that second. I got off my knees and knew that my life as I had known it was over.

I cannot begin to express to you how Jesus has changed my life in these last several months. I have read the entire Bible, and the New Testament I have read countless times. I spend two to six hours a day in the Word after my children go to bed. (My husband travels for his work and is frequently out of town.) I am so filled with love and joy that I am unrecognizable to even my husband. There literally is not one aspect of my life that has not been completely changed. Every day God reveals more of Himself to me, and all I can utter is “Praise the Lord!”

I didn’t know joy until I knew Jesus.

—Heidi

A couple days after being "born again," Heidi found Revive Our Hearts on the Internet and has listened every day since. We filmed her at a True Woman Conference—you can watch her story and see pictures of her and her family on this short video.

Comments

  1. THANK YOU for sharing this post...I cried when I listened to Heidi, because it reminded me afresh of the hope of salvation to the unsaved. I have been and am praying daily for 4 atheists.
    posted by Marcia
    on Monday, February 7, 2011 at 9:56 am
  2. Heidi, we had the chance to speak for just a few minutes after your interview and I asked you if I could be praying for your two little boys. God was so good to have you on here today! I've been wanting to let you know in some way that I continue to pray for W and W along with you and your marriage. May the Lord bless you and continue to keep all of you.
    posted by Julie
    on Monday, February 7, 2011 at 10:03 am
  3. Heidi...my mom is Julie, who commented above and I can tell you that meeting you and being privileged to pray for you and your marriage and sons was one of the HIGHLIGHTS of her time at TW Indy!

    She is a faithful prayer warrior and it was wonderful today to see your testimony!

    Praise GOD!
    www.emotionalpurity.blogspot.com
    posted by Heather
    on Monday, February 7, 2011 at 10:25 am
  4. Praise God! What a wonderfully powerful testimony! Thank you so much for sharing it with us.
    posted by Christy
    on Monday, February 7, 2011 at 10:26 am
  5. I love testimonies like yours....because I know of many young families not telling their children about Jesus and what He did for them so that the Word will be in their lives....and Faith (Belief) in Christ is almost vanishing! I love that the Power of Love (thru your Aunt) and the Power of the Holy Spirit has captured your heart and changed your life forever! thank you Lord! and thank you for sharing....and by the way....from the sound of it...your husband loves you and as long as you keep showing Christ to HIM - one day he too will come. God Bless you, a 62 yr. old gramma from Florida
    posted by Camille Herdoiza
    on Monday, February 7, 2011 at 11:27 am
  6. Hi Heidi,
    My mom is Julie too and Heather is my sister - they both commented above. Thank you for your testimony. It is encouraging to see the joy of the Lord in your words and on your face. Thank you! I wished the video of you was longer!
    Colleen
    posted by Colleen
    on Monday, February 7, 2011 at 2:32 pm
  7. May our Lord God be praised. Thank you for sharing your heart. May God be pleased in using your testimony to bring up many prayers of petition for the rest of your family!
    posted by Melissa
    on Monday, February 7, 2011 at 2:39 pm
  8. Thank u Jesus for what u are doing in this Ladies life.
    posted by brenda
    on Monday, February 7, 2011 at 2:40 pm
  9. Amen, Heidi, Amen!

    What a powerful testimony to the Truth that no one changes hearts like JESUS!!!

    your sister in Christ,
    posted by Elizabeth
    on Monday, February 7, 2011 at 4:02 pm
  10. Praise God for answered prayer in your life! What a blessing to read and devour God's Word. May God open the hearts of the rest of your family too.
    posted by Kathryn
    on Monday, February 7, 2011 at 6:46 pm
  11. I LOVE your story, Heidi, and you. I tell your story over and over to others. We have a great God and Savior!
    posted by Sarah
    on Tuesday, February 8, 2011 at 12:37 am
  12. Heidi,
    Last night I shared your story with my husband. I was so struck by God using His Word in such a mighty way in your life. My husband and I do college ministry and I used your story to let him know that he can really trust that God's word is powerful as he shares it. He may not know who it is affecting, but it's sure not to return void.
    I will pray for you and your family.
    www.stepintomychambers.blogspot.com
    posted by Shaunta
    on Tuesday, February 8, 2011 at 10:40 am
  13. Heidi,
    We can pray for each other. When I got saved my husband said that I was not the same woman he married.
    Philippians 1:6
    Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:
    Just lately as my husband tested me on his TV movie. He told me that I was a good woman; as I graciously didn't want this movie. Things are getting better as I yield to God's will in my marriage. And ROH is a huge help.
    We have 11 children & five sons are at home & one daughter in a coma at home too.
    posted by Leslie.n
    on Tuesday, February 8, 2011 at 1:14 pm
  14. Heidi,

    I wasn't an atheist but I was living a very godless life before I was saved. That was 12 years ago and I still say that the proof I have that God is real, is the change He made in me, through His Son. am so happy for you and your family as bringing God into your lives is something you will never have cause to regret.
    http://www.myhostofhope.com
    posted by Tammy Rhoden
    on Tuesday, February 8, 2011 at 8:50 pm
  15. Heidi,
    Your testimony is powerful and touching. Thank you for sharing it; you are an encouragement to me with many of my loved ones. Your dear aunt, who won you with her love and kindness, is a good example to me too. Often that is the best way to win people to Christ, and paves the way for the gospel -- especially if people are not receptive to preaching/testimony at first.
    "Love is patient and kind;..." (! Cor. 13:4a)
    Hi Leslie N!
    I didn't remember you mentioning that your husband was not yet saved. As the Lord reminds me, I will try to keep him in prayer too. Leslie, is there a one-year Bible you read or recommend? I thought I remembered you mentioning that (if you see this). Our friend Jenny was asking about such a Bible. I hope you, Laurie and your family are well.
    Blessings to all you dear ones in Christ,
    posted by Leslie S.
    on Tuesday, February 8, 2011 at 8:57 pm
  16. I met you at the True Women conference in IN during the meeting we had with Nancy and ROH partners! Was so encouraging to hear how God still works! An encouragement for us to never give up witnessing about our Lord who saves!!
    posted by Johanna
    on Tuesday, February 8, 2011 at 11:16 pm
  17. I have heard this story before and while I am grateful that you have become a Christian it bothers me because it seems to me the reason everyone is so touched Nancy and others is because you say my life was so wonderful I had a lot of material things. I still think they are looking at the material things that you have and that is why not cause you were an Atheist.
    posted by Annoymous
    on Wednesday, February 9, 2011 at 12:29 pm
  18. Heidi,
    Thank you for your testimony! I never tire of hearing how God works in the lives of nonbelievers! I have been a believer for 14 years and I am at a very difficult place in my life and your testimony was an amazing reminder to rest in Jesus and his awesome power and strength!
    To God be the glory!
    posted by Eleanor K
    on Wednesday, February 9, 2011 at 12:33 pm
  19. Hi Leslie S,

    I became a Christian in my 20’s. My husband and I both didn’t know who Jesus was; yet we claimed to be Christians. I did totally change my views when I became Born-Again.

    Now thirty some years later I must be without a word (1 Peter 3:1-6 “Likewise, ye wives, be in subjection to your own husbands; that, if any obey not the word, they also may without the word be won by the conversation of the wives; While they behold your chaste conversation coupled with fear. Whose adorning let it not be that outward adorning of plaiting the hair, and of wearing of gold, or of putting on of apparel; But let it be the hidden man of the heart, in that which is not corruptible, even the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God of great price. For after this manner in the old time the holy women also, who trusted in God, adorned themselves, being in subjection unto their own husbands:Even as Sara obeyed Abraham, calling him lord: whose daughters ye are, as long as ye do well, and are not afraid with any amazement.”)

    My husband is changing bit by bit. He has always prayed at meals & for us & others. I get so thrilled when he says things that show his heart is beginning to change. He drops our three sons & I off at church & takes us home. He taught in Awana many years ago. He loved that church. I can’t see his heart. But He is a wonderful husband & father. And I love him & he loves me. We have much to be grateful for. Pray for me to be a better doer of The Word!

    I know this Bible is familiar to you. This is pretty much the Bible I have: The One Year Bible KJV - Paperback (Aug. 25, 1987) by Tyndale $4.52 + $3.99shipping. If you highlight all that info on Google you can see it & look through this Bible on Amazon
    posted by Leslie.n
    on Wednesday, February 9, 2011 at 3:49 pm
  20. Thank you, Leslie N.! I will know better how to pray for you. I will give that other info to Jenny, too. May the Lord bless and keep you, dear one! Ps. 25, 27
    posted by Leslie S.
    on Thursday, February 10, 2011 at 8:06 am
  21. Leslie S, I just read those two Psalms to Laurie. Thank you, they are very good!
    I hope Jenny will be encouraged by her new 'Daily Bread'..
    You are dear to my heart too. God encourage your heart also...
    Psalm 27:7The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in him, and I am helped: therefore my heart greatly rejoiceth; and with my song will I praise him.
    posted by Leslie.n
    on Thursday, February 10, 2011 at 10:28 pm
  22. How thankful I am for your prayers. They mean so much to me.
    Do any of you know the woman who gave me a braclet at True Woman Indy? I have been praying for her husband Paul and so has my 6 year old!
    We serve an awesome, faithful God!

    Your sister in Christ,
    Heidi
    posted by Heidi Strain
    on Friday, February 11, 2011 at 1:46 pm
  23. Thanks Heidi for sharing your testimony. it means a lot. I still have hope for my friends and family to experience the love of our Lord Jesus Christ.

    be blessed
    Agnes
    posted by Agnes
    on Wednesday, October 26, 2011 at 8:07 am

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