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Kimberly Wagner

Day 31: Hiding from God

Posted on 09.08.08 by Kimberly Wagner | Twitter: @KimberlyWagner7
Topics: 40-Day Heart Preparation

Scripture Focus: John 3:16-21

“They heard the sound of the LORD God walking in the garden in the cool of the day,  and the man and his wife hid themselves from the presence of the LORD God.” —Genesis 3:8, NASB

Hiding. It is what we do when we’re afraid, when we’re ashamed, when we know we’ve messed up but we don’t want to face the consequences. Once Eve sinned, what may have been a daily, joyous routine, sharing the evening hours with her Creator, now became something to dread. She found herself hiding from God—and even ashamed for her husband to see her as she was.

Are you in hiding?

It may be hard to admit that we are trying to avoid God. We may find plenty of excuses to skip Bible reading, steer clear of friends who might confront us, or simply stop listening to truth. Sometimes we’ve been in hiding for so long that we’ve forgotten the reason why. Hiding from God keeps us from His presence, which leads to spiritual drought.

“Silence is not golden when we use it to try to avoid the truth,” say Nancy Leigh DeMoss and Tim Grissom. “Any attempt we make to hide from God—whether through silence or blatant lying—is absurd. Do we really believe God won’t notice our sin or our efforts to conceal it?”1

Are you in hiding? Our attempts to hide from God are as juvenile as the two year old covering his eyes and believing that he is hidden from view. Yet when we are unwilling to discuss something with a godly counselor, when we resist the things of God, when we fill up our lives with enough activity to drown out the Spirit’s conviction, we are in hiding mode.

Rather than fearing to come out into the open, we should fear the consequences of covering our sin. Consider this truth from the Word: “He who conceals his transgressions will not prosper, but he who confesses and forsakes them will find compassion. How blessed is the man who fears always, but he who hardens his heart will fall into calamity” (Proverbs 28:13-14, NASB).

A healthy fear of God leads to openness, honesty, and freedom. But fear of confessing our sins brings concealment, deception, and enslavement to our fears. Hiding seeks the darkness for its covering; confession seeks the light (John 3:19-21). Hiding is an attempt to deal with our sins independently from God; confession allows the blood of Christ to cover our sins.

Take Time to Reflect
Are there things you have kept hidden? Have you resorted to deception in an attempt to cover sin? Are you hiding from God because of resistance to His role and design for you as a woman? Do you have hidden sin in the area of moral purity? Is your pride keeping you from being honest? Is anything worth keeping you from experiencing God’s presence? Prayerfully read John 3:16-21. Ask God to open your eyes to any sin you may have hidden for so long that you’re no longer convicted. Ask God to soften your heart and make it sensitive to sin. Be willing to agree with God about your sin. Come clean and step into the light!

True Woman Prayer Focus
God will touch the hearts of many women during the True Woman conference. Ask Him to give the Prayer Team sensitivity to His Spirit, along with discernment and compassion, as they intercede for those who come to the prayer room during the conference. Pray for Alice Moss, Gayle Villalba, and Sarah Stevenson, as they give leadership to those serving in the prayer room.

Pray that women will not be “spectators,” but will respond personally to the conviction and ministry of the Spirit. Pray for a spirit of brokenness throughout the weekend.


1Nancy Leigh DeMoss and Tim Grissom with Life Action Ministries, Seeking Him Experiencing the Joy of Personal Revival (Chicago: Moody, 2004), 51. 

Comments

  1. Amen, Kim! Thank you for sharing this. Again a cleansing message, as was Nancy's teaching today. I thank the Lord for wanting to cleanse me and show me the deepest recesses of my heart, so nothing can separate me from Him and His presence in my life.
    Blessings to all you at ROH,
    Leslie S.
    Psalm 139
    posted by Leslie S.
    on Monday, September 8, 2008 at 11:19 pm
  2. Dear Leslie,

    I pray that the desire you expressed will be shared by all of us, as we seek to allow others to see Him in us. I am glad you are joining us for the 40 day devotionals. May God prepare our hearts and begin the life changing works that are necessary in order that He would be pleased and glorified.

    Blessings to you,
    Kim Wagner
    Heb. 12:1-4
    posted by Kimberly Wagner
    on Tuesday, September 9, 2008 at 11:54 am
  3. Thank you Kim! That scripture (I know it's for others too) means a lot to me -- it really speaks to my life. And your last sentence above is definitely a need in my life (again, I know you are writing for others too).
    With love through Christ,
    Leslie S.
    Lam. 3:22-26
    posted by Leslie S.
    on Tuesday, September 9, 2008 at 2:00 pm
  4. I ALWAYS FEEL ASHAMED. I HAVE BEEN SAVED FOR 22 YEARS AND I HAVE STRUGGLED WITH THIS. I JUST WISH I COULD FEEL FREE.
    posted by susan yanowsky
    on Wednesday, September 10, 2008 at 8:01 am
  5. Dearest Susan,

    You can be free. Romans 8:1 promises us that there is no longer condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus! When we come to Him, honestly confessing our sin - agreeing with His word that we have disobeyed Him, then we can know that He forgives and cleanses us (1John 1:9).

    Perhaps it would be helpful for you to spend some time reading through Romans 6 today. Sin brings bondage, shame and death, but Christ has come to set free the captives of sin.

    If you have come to Him honestly seeking His forgiveness, receive by faith that forgiveness and know that you are now set free in Christ! I am praying for you, Susan, to receive the grace of His forgiveness and freedom - He desires to accomplish this in your life.

    Praying for you,
    Kimberly Wagner
    posted by Kimberly Wagner
    on Wednesday, September 10, 2008 at 11:40 am

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