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Erin Davis

How Weakness Won a War

Posted on 08.23.11 by Erin Davis | Twitter: @ErinGraffiti
Topics: Impacting your world

Is there something in your life right now that feels insurmountable? Do you feel abandoned and alone? Take heart, and pay extra close attention to how weakness won a war.

In Judges 7:12, we find Gideon preparing to lead the troops of Israel into a major battle . . . Their enemies—the Midianites, Amalekites and all the other eastern peoples—“had settled in the valley, thick as locusts. Their camels could no more be counted than the sand on the seashore.”

Bad guys as thick as insects with camels as many as the grains of sand on the seashore! This was a battle that would not be easily won, at least not if it depended on the strength of Gideon and his men. So what did Gideon do? He allowed twenty-two thousand of his men to leave, which left him with just ten thousand. It’s a military strategy that the Pentagon won’t be considering any time soon!

I’d be the first to volunteer to join the group that was leaving, being the wimp that I am. Only the very brave remained, but God said Gideon still had too many men . . . and just like that, Gideon’s army shrank to three hundred. And just as the battle cry was about to sound!

“The three companies blew their trumpets and smashed the jars. Grasping the torches in their left hands and holding in their right hands the trumpets they were to blow, they shouted, ‘A sword for the Lord and for Gideon!’ While each man held his position around the camp, all the Midianites ran, crying out as they fled” (vv. 20-21).

Because of God’s strength and power, Gideon and his armies beat an impossible enemy. But why didn’t God let them pummel them with 33,000? The answer is the best part of this story, in my opinion:

“The Lord said to Gideon, ‘You have too many men for me to deliver Midian into their hands. In order that Israel may not boast against me that her own strength has saved her, announce now to the people, ‘Anyone who trembles with fear may turn back and leave Mount Gilead’” (vs. 2-3).

Is it possible that the battle you face today is a reminder that God is strong, you are not, and depending on Him is the only way to win the war? What are you dealing with right now that feels like a battle that cannot be won? Write it down. How is God using your circumstances to show you and others that He is big and strong, and that He is where you should turn for strength? Leave us a comment and tell us about it.

“For the foolishness of God is wiser than men, and the weakness of God is stronger than men” (1 Cor. 1:25).

Comments

  1. My biggest battles lately seem to be the things that take me by surprise, the things that blindside me from out of nowhere. Remembering to trust in the Lord and listen to the Holy Spirit's leading when my inclination is to react and to fight back in my own strength has been a tough battle for me. Thank you for this message today, it's just what I needed.
    posted by Sue
    on Tuesday, August 23, 2011 at 1:31 pm
  2. I have two battles.

    I am at a work place where it is widely believed that as long as the person in charge, who doesn't appear to be going anywhere, is there I will never be promoted. For whatever reason she has decided I am not the person to promote. I have felt God' leading and peace at applying for two positions to be left disappointed and disheartened and want desperately to believe this is not so.

    Second, I am battling an eating addiction that I have had since childhood, I am now 42, and need God to continue to help me and for me to submit to His total plans. I have a plan I just give into temptation and defeat too many times. But I do not want to quit. I need God to help me let go of my mistakes and continue on.
    posted by Christina
    on Tuesday, August 23, 2011 at 1:36 pm
  3. Christina, I'll pray for you about your eating addiction. I have difficulties with weight control and it breaks my heart. So, I really feel for you. I find with the biggest battles; prayer works, very well.

    When I think of battles this quote comes into my head:

    Frederick Buechner (The Sacred Journey)

    "To do for yourself the best that you have it in you to do--to grit your teeth and clench your fists in order to survive the world at its harshest and worst--is, by that very act, to be unable to let something be done for you and in you that is more wonderful still. The trouble with steeling yourself against the harshness of reality is that the same steel that secures your life against being destroyed secures your life also against being opened up and transformed."

    One of the dearest Sister's I know, shares this with many of her friends.

    We are transformed by leaning on Him and truly relying on His goodness through battle.

    Today when I thought I might not have enough strength right there on biblegateway.com the perfect scripture appeared, to give me the exact boost I needed!!

    “When I thought, "My foot slips," your steadfast love, O LORD, held me up. When the cares of my heart are many, your consolations cheer my soul.” Psalm 94:18-19
    posted by Just a Sister
    on Tuesday, August 23, 2011 at 2:52 pm
  4. I am fighting with bitterness in my heart from wrong thinking. I believed lies from the devil for too long concerning my in-laws. They are so different from my family. They love me but so differently- not affirming, encouraging, or vocal. I believed they didn't love me and started feeling very insecure. I allowed it to fester for years.
    Lately, I have acknowledged me sin to the Lord. I seem to confess it over and over again and feel like the victory is slow. That can only be because my mind has slowly deteriorated over time and needs to be renewed.
    I also struggle with envy and jealousy in my girlfriend relationships. So long, insecurity.
    Could you please pray that I would have victory in the name of Jesus? I have confessed my sin and I believe he is faithful and just and has forgiven my sins. Praise be to God!
    posted by Tina
    on Tuesday, August 23, 2011 at 4:04 pm
  5. As of right now, I am battling infertility at the age of 25 :( This big battle brings about a lot of smaller battles. Envy, Anger, Denial, Depression, etc. It's easier than it used to be, but there are still days when it feels like the walls are closing in. I know God is working all things for my spiritual good and that is comforting, but there are times I wish He would have picked another trial for me to endure.

    I try to step back when I am feeling overwhelmed and ask "God, what are you trying to teach me?" This helps me a lot. And I can whole-heartedly say that without this experience I would not have the deep relationship with God that I have today, and I would not be able to give counsel to others going through a difficult time as I am able to now.

    I have come to grips with the fact that the outcome may not ever be what I want it to be. And I have learned to be thankful that I am not in control. However, none of this seems to take away the grief or loss that I often feel about this storm. I am praying for guidance and wisdom in this area of my life. I am praying for help in not letting it consume me or my marriage.

    Although it is hard... God's providence and love are so comforting to me, I feel blessed to know him as I do. And cannot imagine going through this without him in my life.
    http://mytryingtoconcievestory.blogspot.com/
    posted by Lc
    on Tuesday, August 23, 2011 at 4:32 pm
  6. http://mytryingtoconcievestory.blogspot.com
    The comment on not being able to have a child: There is a family in our church that has blessed me so on this subject. She could not have a child at all, at first she was bitter & hurt, but then the Lord did a work in her & her husband. They started doing foster care. They have now adopted their fourth child through this ministry the Lord has allowed them to do.
    The verses that come to mind are: Isaiah 54:1-3
    "Sing, O barren, thous that didst not bear, break forth into singing, and cry aloud, that thous didst not travail with child: for more are the children of the desolate than the children of the married wife, saith the Lord. Enlarge the place of thy tent, and let them stretch forth the curtains of thine habitations: spare not, lengthen thy cords, and strengthen thy stakes; For thou shalt break forth on the right hand and on the left; and thy seed shall inherit the Gentiles, and make the desolate cities to be inhabited."
    I will pray the Lord have His will in your life. If the Lord's will is for you not to have children, He may have another plan for you. Be content in what He is doing. Don't ask "Why Me" instead ask "what now, Lord". He is an ever presence help in the time of need. I will pray the Lord would do a mighty fulfilling work in you and your husband's life.
    The Lord is the ONLY ONE to help and direct in the RIGHT WAY.
    posted by Garnett
    on Tuesday, August 23, 2011 at 11:42 pm
  7. I am currently struggling with something in my heart that never seemed to be a weakness before, but has definitely become one in the past couple of months. I have definitely seen God's purpose in causing me to go to Him more often in sometimes desperate prayer, to stop being troubled by this situation, but wish I could see His larger purpose in allowing (or bringing about) the small turn of events that brought this issue to the forefront of my mind and heart several months ago. Long story short, by "coincidence" I came into contact with an old friend who I hadn't seen in nearly a decade, or heard from in a couple of years (we exchange occasional newsy emails, baby announcements, address changes, etc. I don't do Facebook, etc., btw). This friend, who is male (hence the awkwardness), is also an older friend of my husband's, but was at one point a closer friend of mine. I have always shared our infrequent emails with my husband, included him in the "conversation" as much as possible, I mean I think I was somehow (spiritual discernment, maybe?) aware of the concept of "hedges" in this friendship before I ever heard the term. Years ago, I was interested in this friend (we're talking high school here), but we never dated--I assumed he was never interested in me, we didn't discuss it--and ironically, we were closest to each other--totally platonically--in college while we were both dating other people (including our current spouses, plus a few others). I completely took his friendship for granted during that whole time we were both technically "available," dating each other wasn't even a consideration since we were at different colleges and I didn't think he was interested, and until recently I felt totally at peace with the situation--no regrets there at all as far as inappropriate behavior, I mean we were totally exemplary in that regard, and yet enjoyed a very warm, but appropriately reserved, friendship with each other. I will admit my eyes teared up years ago when he wrote me a letter telling me he was getting married--the first time I could remember in four or five years at the time that he didn't sign the note with "love." However, I was too caught up in the midst of an often rocky relationship with my now-husband, who I married several years afterwards, to even consider any buried feelings I may have had for my friend. At the time, I generally felt true happiness for him and his wife, and peace about the situation, as well as peace about the inevitability of my husband and I ending up together (a situation which occasioned much prayer beforehand, but in which mistakes were definitely made along the way). Recently, at my husband's specific direction (!) my family and I met up with his; I think we were all pretty happy to see each other and meet each other's kids, everything seemed to go well with the visit. I can definitely say that sparks didn't fly when we saw each other--nothing that dramatic or blatantly dangerous--and I really enjoyed visiting with his wife. But since then thoughts have popped into my head, making me think that in my young naivete years ago, there were times when our friendship might have taken a turn, and I casually cut off even the most innocent advance on his part in that direction (I assumed at the time he wasn't interested in me, plus was over-protective of the hedges around my relationship with my now-husband--hedges that shouldn't have existed at the time since we weren't engaged, i.e. I probably should have pursued this other friendship to its appropriate fullest at the time, and I didn't). Now I wonder, in spite of having a good husband and wonderful children, if I missed the boat on this one, if I disregarded God's will one too many times, and somehow missed the right man. I can definitely remember occasions where I explicitly turned down innocent opportunities for closer friendship, not because I at all disliked or distrusted my friend, but in order to almost jealously protect my budding relationship with my now-husband. I know this is completely foolish and absurd to be thinking this way now--and am angry at myself for even entertaining such thoughts, and ruining what I always felt was a pure and ideal opposite-sex friendship, one which naturally waned when we married other people. Despite much prayer, confessing to the Lord any sin or even potential sin I can think of surrounding this, I'm having trouble finding total peace in my heart and mind about this. I wish I could just know God's purpose in allowing this specific recent turn of events, which at first seemed so insignificant, to deal with this issue in my mind that was once a non-issue, or so I thought. As with everything in life, I can't wait to get to Heaven and see the big picture! I am so ashamed of my thoughts, and fearful of fostering insecurity in my husband, that I can't share any of this with him (and he really is, and has been for years, my best friend, although our marriage has not been ideal). I'm too embarrassed to discuss this with anyone else except God--and anonymous other Christian women who may pray for me. So, if you've gotten this far in reading this comment, please do pray for me and this situation going on in my mind, and for God to use this weakness that he has recently allowed to be revealed, for His glory. I would also ask for the accomplishment of any of His purposes in allowing our two families to reinitiate contact recently--without further lengthening my story, I'll just say that the turn of events appeared more than coincidental at the time, and I have a feeling that God dealing with my heart couldn't have been the only reason.
    posted by anonymous
    on Wednesday, August 24, 2011 at 1:10 am
  8. For Anonymous:
    I'll be praying.
    I firmly believe we ALL have thoughts that scare us, because they're wretchedly sinful. My own mortify me, I feel physically ill sometimes, because of them. It's like I'm forever begging God to make my evil thought patterns relent, and for him to help me repent from this kind of thing. My thought life, is a nightmare, I'm dying (inside) to break free of. It's as though I am rotting from the inside out. The repressive relentlessness of my evil thoughts make me, close to, completely dysfunctional (well, at least in my book). I've learned over my lifespan, to keep this part of me nearly invisible to all.

    ///Most people think I'm one the happiest, most thoughtful, loving, women they know.///

    Sure, it's very 'normal' to rethink the past, to wonder what 'might' have happened 'if'... but it's sinful, and it is also sinful to keep coming back to it. That's me judging me, not me, judging you... as, I am positive, that my thought life is a bazillion times worse than any person's on the planet. It's just not good to think of other men as 'what if they were my husband', I think God considers it adultery. Maybe I'm mistaken. I wish we were having tea together instead of me writing this, as I am worried some of what I write might come off as harsh when in fact my heart for your pain is very much in this.

    Myself, I dated too much in my youth and find I often think over old relationships, 'missed out on' ones and the men that never wanted to let me go (a couple who still paralyze me with calls or letters, out of the blue). I've never been beautiful, but they will not let go. I said paralyze just then, because my thoughts, when these men try to contact me... have to begin battling all over. Sometimes just rage, at myself or them, that they won't stop, sometimes, pure misery that it's not yet over, sometimes it's; what if I had chosen them? Note that: I too, have never used face book. This contact from them, nearly always makes me shut down i.e.) stop wanting to take care of myself or others, quit wanting to communicate with ANYONE etc. Often wishing the Lord would just take me home because I'm sure I am fully useless, so why? Why do I have to keep on living. Will something change someday and I might be of use for His Kingdom or Glory?
    My husband also, is wonderful. But there are a couple of BIG difficulties in our marriage that I nearly left him over. Then I realized that every man is as full of 'the flesh' as any other. Sinners saved by grace, still have major battles, some seem to do better than others, but I am no longer blinded by the grass is greener garbage the world sells. Every married couple deals with at least one or two VERY painful issues. God put me with this man, my husband. He is a blessing I never deserved so, I will, by the grace of God, focus on working on my own faults and try to gently help move him closer to his better qualities, by letting him know how much I appreciate those. If I can't overlook my husband's (very painful to me) sinful side, how dare I continue begging for help with my own. Again, this is me, looking at me, out loud (so to speak).

    ///So, Anon, you will be in my prayers.///

    I felt strongly for you as I read your painful outpouring. <--that's an understatement. May God win this battle, for and through you, but most of all; so that the GLORY may be His. All things are possible through Christ our Lord. Please praise Jesus for all the victories you have in this battle. He will always keep you in his hand. He will NEVER leave you, nor forsake you. Turn to him and he will give you peace. Keep turning, don't give up. And keep on finding ways of finding people to pray with and for you. Look to Jesus.
    posted by JesusAloneCanSave
    on Wednesday, August 24, 2011 at 3:17 am
  9. I recently remarried after being single eight years following divorce. God has truly blessed me with this marriage. Satan would love to steal our joy by destroying my daughters' lives and convincing me I am responsible. God is showing Himself strong on their behalf as He refuses to give Satan ground in their lives! Praise Jesus for His loving protection against the enemy at every turn!
    posted by Arla
    on Wednesday, August 24, 2011 at 7:47 am
  10. To "JesusAloneCanSave",

    Thank you for your prayer and words of encouragement (and no, you weren't too harsh--if anything, I wasn't harsh enough with myself). Mortification, feeling physically ill with the shame, feeling completely useless and like I'm rotting inside--I can definitely relate. As shamed as I felt before, the awfulness of my thoughts seems even worse now that I have put them into words (and published them for others to see--*cringe*). And yet, it's good to know that I'm not alone, and that there are other Christians out there willing to admit this problem. It's amazing how easy it is to ignore the sin of some of our thoughts, until certain ones take over and we are desperate to escape them. In my life, the thoughts that most often "take over" are ones of fear and anxiety (although I've had plenty of much more horrible thoughts), and even these are sins of not trusting God, and it's easy to forget this. In this situation, I've managed to mix both problems (adulterous thoughts, a more obvious sin, with anxiety about the past, which is also sinful). It's so much easier to control my sinful actions than my hidden thoughts! While I can control (mostly) where I go and what I do, I know that this (along with other sin) is a heart issue that only Jesus can fix. In this particular case, it's not a simple issue of only controlling my outward actions, so I *must* depend on Jesus to cleanse my heart of its sin. Thanks again for sharing and praying; I will also continue to pray for you.

    To Arla,

    I'm praying for you and your daughters also. Although I haven't been in your shoes, I can imagine that you may also be second-guessing some of God's plans right now--I wish it weren't so easy for us to do this, because I know personally that it robs us of peace, joy, and contentment, over and over again. I will pray specifically for protection for your daughters, and for the Lord to give you assurance specifically about His plan for your life, your daughter's lives, and your marriage.
    posted by anonymous (again)
    on Thursday, August 25, 2011 at 12:32 pm
  11. Dear brothers and sisters in Christ. Never forget that the Greater your relationship with God, the more tatics the enemy will try to use against you. Just keep your eyes on Jesus. Dearest anonymous i will keep you in my prayers. I have battled with wrongful thinking myself; but the Good lord has brought me a long way. When negative thoughts come to your mind..think something positive purposely. The Enemy is a liar. GOd has forgiven you. You are a new creature in HIM. May our Lord Jesus bless you and sweep over your thoughts. AMen
    posted by I-am-the.clay
    on Thursday, August 25, 2011 at 9:49 pm
  12. Thank you for this great reminder that God can handle anything. My husband and I are in the hardest trial of our lives right now due to many, many things--too much to go into--over 50 years. Our church is no help at all. We are utterly dependent upon the Lord, but I'm always too ready to depend upon my own devices--part of the problem we've had over the years. Thanks for any prayers for His great rescue. God bless you all. It's so helpful to hear from other sinners seeking to live by grace. :-)
    posted by Linda
    on Saturday, August 27, 2011 at 11:13 pm
  13. Thank you all for sharing the battles you are facing. I wanted to offer some encouragement through what God is teaching me as I've suffered through a rough pregnancy. You can read my blog called "True Things" and be encouraged by God's sustaining grace to us as believers!

    http://www.katiestromwall.com/blog/2011/09/06/surviving-my-first-trimester-part-1/

    God's power is truly made perfect in our weakness. Blessings to everyone as you are suffering, you are in my prayers.

    Katie
    www.katiestromwall.com/blog
    posted by Katie
    on Tuesday, September 6, 2011 at 11:40 am

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